An Intern’s Wretched Life

Got back my final GPA about 2 days back. Not my ideal score, but I guess life still goes on (nope, not revealing my grades here – don’t like public scrutiny anymore). On the bright side, I shouldn’t be worrying too much since application for Uni has been done with my first 5 semesters’ GPA. 🙂 Waiting anxiously for the outcome now..

That aside. Today’s blog post can be considered as a short continuation from my previous post about my internship.

I thought I need to blog about this to keep my future self reminded and cautious of similar black sheep when applying for jobs. And of course, the lesson learned.

So just when you thought the episode ended, here comes the aftermath. Very sian right? Internship ended already still have to deal with the aftermath. I guess at this point I can safely advise all students seeking internship to let the school do the job for you. DON’T do it yourself as the company you self-sourced may just be as calculative and exploiting (using this term very loosely because it was more or less WILLING coz of bloody grades) as mine.

After harassing rushing and reminding my supervisor for more than a month about my pay, I can finally receive it tomorrow. But there’s a problem. They did not pay me for the two Chinese New Year holiday which they are supposed to according to Ministry of Manpower. And I swear I have the MOM and CPF employment guidelines at my fingertips after working for this company because they had been relentlessly overworking me like mad.  First it was the ridiculous CPF deduction from my pay. Now this? Seriously they never fail to disappoint and I REALLY wonder how the past interns tolerated these shit. I mean, if the past interns were willing to totally get manipulated and tortured by these scumbags, then I guess it’s their choice. But man, if this happens to me, the bitchy righteous side of me has to be unveiled to protect myself.

So I was asking my supervisor how much I’m paid for February and the sum amounted to a weird figure. Clearly when I prompted further about how it’s derived, she became curter with her tone which kinda pissed me off.  If you’re gonna be so calculative about my pay, why can’t I freakin’ do the same? And if I REALLY have to be calculative, I’d factor in those long overtime hours! Boils my effing blood. I’ve sought advice from my liaison officer whom will consult my law lecturer who was previously a lawyer. Yes, before you mess with anyone, check where he/she’s coming from first! Like any other adult employees, an intern (especially student intern) needs money for survival. How CRUEL can a company be to shortchange an intern?!

My only wish right now is to watch this company suffer the same consequence as LIME (unfortunately this magazine really didn’t deserve the wind up). Not through unethical means of course – don’t wanna stoop to their level. I believe karma will get them one day when more and more people are exposed to their misdeeds and lies! Even my Mommy is damn upset because of this incident.

Anyway I’ve made up my mind. I’m gonna lodge a formal complaint against this dishonest company with MOM as well as the CPF. They apparently need proper, black and white employment guidelines from the authorities else they will never know where their mistakes lie. Once I’m done with it, I’ll probably post it up. But it’s gonna be a password-protected entry so if you wish to gain access, do approach me. BUT make sure I know you well enough to trust that it’d be kept confidential. 😛

OK I’ll update if anything goes wrong tomorrow when I collect my moolah. I hope nothing goes wrong though.. It’s been delaying for too long. I’m officially broke man -_-

I will be also updating my blog more often now. Stay tuned for entries about my Penang trip!

You Are Not Forgotten

Hiiiiiii I’m so glad I finally found time to update this neglected thing. I’ve been quite busy these few weeks and I’m always feeling so lethargic when I reach home.

Oh by the way, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 even though it’s more than 3 months late. I’m sure 2011 would be different from the past years as I’m gonna embark on a brand new (education) journey.. Well, if I get accepted into NTU to study design.  Having said that, I’ve just completed my studies in SP 🙂 Wow can’t believe 3 years just went by like that. From the day I entered SP as a freshman on 7 April 2008 to the day I completed my final module on 18 February 2011 – it was definitely a blast even though there were ups and downs. But it’s alright because between the down and up moment, your maturity level goes up by an inch 😛 And if I remember correctly I should be able to collect my diploma on 25 May. Til then, I’ll be working my ass off hopefully to achieve a fatter bank account, enough to sustain my next holiday trip.

How should I continue from my abrupt end to my 2010 journals? Let me start from my final module – internship, which carried a whopping credit unit of 17 like, almost half of the total CU for that semester. I shall not reveal the name of the company because I’m not ready to burn any bridges. But for a little hint, it was a magazine company which gave me the design internship.

Although I’m truly grateful for the design skills I was taught, I simply cannot deny the horrible experience I had there. Complete with mean bosses and terrible employee welfare especially when you’re only a teeny weeny intern, it’s just anybody’s nightmare. And the pay is bloody low. I bet after CPF deductions (yes you heard me) I could be the lowest paid intern in my batch. Like who on Earth would deduct a measly intern’s pay? That flirtatious-looking accounts person didn’t believe that interns are excused from CPF deductions until my lecturer gave him the CPF guidelines. I wonder how many interns were duped by their so-called compulsory CPF scheme before I came. And after I left they CONTINUED to deduct the next intern’s pay for CPF. How despicable and unethical right?! They’re also very calculative in our pay I CAN’T STAND IT. So stingy for what?!

And that’s not just it you know.

Apart from having to endure that awful breath my supervisor exhaled that smelled like a dead rat, I also have to endure her bad temper. Usually she’s very moody on Mondays, I don’t know why. But that doesn’t give her the rights to vent it on me. She is exceptionally nice to and fearful of the editor and bosses, which I don’t really blame her. But her niceness is a little bit extreme, like she is gonna lick their shoes. You should totally see how her tone changes when she spoke to me AND THEN to the editor or the CEO. Kinda puts me off, like I’m not worthy of her respect.

Being an intern there also means that you’d be under-appreciated, taken for granted and I freaking hate it. Like I’m some kind of their SLAVE. I’m expected to work overtime and leave the office everyday at 10pm without any word of thanks from anybody. And when I don’t, I get reprimanded for not working as a team. I also get chided for the small mistakes I made during those sleepy nights. !#$%&! The most absurd thing was when the entire company left for Christmas lunch last year, the interns were made picking up the mess they left (who wouldn’t be surprised we were not invited). We could only leave for lunch at 4.15pm once we were done. My overly controlling supervisor texted me at 5pm asking me what time I left for lunch because she didn’t see me in the office. FYI, my lunch break was 1 HOUR. And she was so afraid I took more than that for lunch and had to resort to questioning me. What am I, your prisoner?? And once again not a single “thank you” from them for helping to clear the mess. Well done!

There are so many other unethical stuff they do but I can’t say it here since it’s a public page. I’m boycotting the stupid magazine from now and while I’m at that, I’m telling all friends to do the same too. It seriously doesn’t deserve the attention it gets.

Because of the company, my tolerance level rose. Even after all the crap they gave me, I was still able to keep my cool and pretend to be a well-behaved, soft-spoken intern all for the sake of grades. It’s amazing how I did that.

Unlike my classmates who had awesome colleagues to plan a farewell dinner for them on their last day, I had nothing. No farewell gifts, no paycheck, nothing. Instead I was given a B+ for the overall grade. I was SO UPSET that night and my heart wrenched. I effing cried. Did my utmost best, gave my all and that was what I got you know. And the most ridiculous thing was how my supervisor who bloody gave me that demeaning grade consoled me, probably to relieve herself of guilt. She said something along the line of  “don’t worry about the grade. It’s not too bad” which really made me feel like stabbing her. It’s like telling the person you’ve slapped so hard it doesn’t hurt. You’re not the person receiving a B+ for a module worth 17 credit units you bloody idiot! OF COURSE IT’S NOT WORRYING TO YOU.

So it’s been more than a month since my departure and I haven’t received my paycheck! What does that tell you about the company? BULLY. ‘Nuff said!

Anyway thank God hell ended. It was the longest 3 months of my life. And the worst one.

Stay tuned for my next update 🙂

Is Google Making Us Stupid?

Just two weeks ago I had to hold a discussion on the impact of Google in front of the class.

Google in this case refers to the internet in general. You see, Google has essentially impacted our lives so much that people start associating it to the world wide web despite it being launched only 4-5 years AFTER Yahoo! – a search engine we thought was such a big deal. Disagree? Now just how many times have you used the term “Google” when you supposedly mean you need to look something up?

When I did my research I stumbled onto Nicholas Carr’s renowned article about Google (titled the same as this post). I can’t help but to agree – Google is indeed making us think less and more dependent on it for information. It’s like, our depth of thinking never expanded since the we started relying on the internet for answers. We assume it knows everything, and sites like and aren’t helping either.

I have personally come across students posting their discussion topics/questions (supposedly given by their school teachers) online. By that I mean, seriously the entire question copied and pasted. Only a handful of the respondents realised his laziness and refused to share the answer. But majority of them actually painstakingly did! It was surprising, and that also proves how the internet has slowly led to the reduction of hard work we put in our research.

And another thing that Carr pointed out was our attention span when it comes to reading. I bet many of us experience that as we’d merely skim through long articles. For myself, I wouldn’t go beyond 4 paragraphs if it isn’t about sex, crime or anything else newsworthy. It would be a torment to read ONE page of text. That’s because internet has allowed us to CHOOSE from a wide variety of information. We click on the first few search results on Google and exit the pages less than 5 minutes after we enter them – solely because they don’t have what we wanted. As a result the way we read suffers and you’d probably find yourself losing focus after awhile. If you never realised that, think back about that one time you were studying for a test. Didn’t you get fidgety after reading a few sentences?

Now with Twitter it seems to worsen the matter. Because of its 140-word only policy, we find ourselves accustomed to reading short texts. So when lecturers need you to read 3 pages from a textbook it’d be equivalent to shooting you in the head. At this rate, textbooks would have to be HEAVILY simplified so that they don’t bore students so easily. We want the details to come *snaps* FAST. So.. really, would engaged readers eventually cease to exist?

However to be fair, we also need to look at the other side of the coin. Without the internet, we’d still be living in our own world, not knowing what is happening around us. With Apocalypse (natural disasters, global warming etc) approaching, we need to equip ourselves with knowledge to survive. And the Internet has helped us a lot in this aspect. We also need to constantly adapt to changes. So in other words, the Internet COULD HAVE also made us smarter in another way.

Some argue that ultimately how much we use the Internet is within our control. It’s our responsibility – which I, too, agree.

So what’s your take in this? If I have to make a stand, I’d say yes – Google does make us stupid. But I’m willing to be stupid as long as it keeps me alive.

You in 2050

Sometimes I really count myself lucky to be born in Generation Y when somehow inventors got smarter and started creating things that would make our life a whole lot easier. When handphones with built-in cameras and (slow) internet were launched about 7 years back, I thought that was already the peak of technology and it would probably stop there because I couldn’t think of other ways to make a phone more awesome. But heck, I was WRONG. Then came iPhone with those interesting applications that even hooked my 55-year-old aunt onto them. At this rate, I really wonder how technology would further evolve in the next 40 to 50 years (of course ignoring the HEARSAY that the world would end in 2012)?

Would we be able to control technology with our hands? Unknowingly we may have already experienced the first few stages of it. See how we use our fingers to control the settings on our Mac Books? One finger to move the cursor, two to scroll and four to (in Windows term) minimize and maximize windows. If Steve Jobs and his men are able to ditch the touchpad while still allowing us to do the aforementioned and MORE, I’m pretty sure life as we saw in Minority Report would be achievable 🙂

Actually movie directors seem to have better insight into the future. Perhaps when I celebrate my 60th birthday (if I can live that long) I would have already worked in an underground facility that is controlled by super computer. Yes, what you see in Resident Evil may just jolly well come true. And be careful when you sleep, as someone may just extract information from your unconscious mind when you dream. 😛

8 years ago when Minority Report was released, there were no social networks nor touchscreen phones. Gadgets we saw in the movie were hence pretty unrealistic. Most of us, I’m sure were skeptical of the whole new revolution. But guess what happened? Those unbelievable gadgets are slowly turning into reality. Do you know the US Army is currently researching on how to create a screen that is so thin and flexible that it can be rolled up? 🙂 It would most likely replace the bulky, heavy netbooks/iPad/handphones we’re carrying now. especially when it doesn’t consume so much power! I read that it could be available in 3 years’ time.

Anyway apart from the retractable screen, the movie showcased numerous other inventions which could probably come true in the future. But there are also some things which I reckon are unnecessary, accompanied with my explanation.

  1. Iris Recognition
    In the movie, people are identified by their iris (EYEBALLS) because apparently everyone’s iris is as unique as a fingerprint. But isn’t fingerprint recognition good enough for us? I’m not sure about you but when the beam flashes into your eye to identify your iris, it seems to hurt, like when the camera flashes right into your eyes. If you’re thinking about false rejections that fingerprint recognition could cause, many of these rejections are caused by human error (error during the registration). I do not totally disapprove of iris recognition though; it could be made into an alternative, like for silly people who chop off their fingers to escape from justice. But it should not definitely be made into compulsory gadget. 🙂
  2. E-paper
    One of the most “WHOA!” items I saw in the movie.. just too unbelievable and I doubt every print company would go into that extent because of its cost and.. I don’t know. I prefer hard copies more? If I see an article I like, I’d cut it out and keep it somewhere. I don’t like print screening and saving it on my computer because you wouldn’t know when it’ll crash. (And I don’t have the habit of backing up my files) Once again, it can be made into a money-making alternative but definitely not a must-use.

I guess that’s all from the whole list of possible gadgets shown in the movie. The rest… they would pretty much add a whole lot of convenience to our lives 🙂

I tried imagining myself  sitting on the couch, watching a 3-D film that projects holographic images in my living room. Then when I’m done with it, I’ll head over to my desk that holds my computer. But instead of using a mouse, I gesture. I gesture for the Firefox (probably by then it’d be taken over my Snow Leopard) window to be up! Right in front of me, is the Firefox window projected in the air. I touch the screen to navigate. That, my friends, is probably life in 50 years!

Now try imagining yours in 2050! 🙂

So Worn Out Like a Wrinkly Bitch

Hey minions (ohoho), it’s time for me to finally take a short break and BLOG about my miserable life.

I have finalised my internship matters! I would be commencing as a design intern at a magazine from 29 November onwards. I’m quite looking forward to the whole new experience but yet at the same time, feeling rather nervous. Hope it’ll go okay for me!

Wednesday unofficially marked the final day of FYP slavery and slogging like nobody’s business. Why unofficially? Because I still have bloody report to submit, expenditure and attendance compilation. And because my group was in-charge of costume design AND making, we also have to WASH and return them to the school like, why the hell? 😦 But I’m so glad the event is OVARRRR! Anyway I felt a great sense of accomplishment because our costumes turned out awesome for Lady Gaias. At first we were full of doubts and uncertainty but in the end we managed to impress our Principal, CASS director and other participating members. Hahaha and the whole Green March event managed to obtain press coverage on Straits Times (not sure about TNP but I’m sure they did an exclusive coverage on the main Lady Gaia).  What an achievement! But all these wouldn’t be a success without the determination and help from my group members! Well done Outreach Team A!

Now for other modules I’m left with the big ICMT mock press conference and CIBM CA3. After that I’ll more or less be smelling freedom.

Oh one last issue. Today I was totally in my bitchy mode. It all started because of the so-unexpected pipe leakage at the DMS which caused me and 15 others from Advertising Copywriting class to be unable to print our CA3. The main colour printer was switched off to prevent any possible electrocution from happening. The other colour printer died on me when it was MY turn to print, like what the flying coconut! So in the end I printed all text in black and white and went to the printing shop nearby to get coloured visuals printed. SO RELUCTANT to go there because of the hefty cost..$0.50 per COLOURED printing. I had 6 pages to print and that was definitely going to eat up 3/4 of my EZ-link card value.  KNS.

Went there to find the shop totally packed with anxious students like myself. That was fine, but I was so upset the machine couldn’t detect the files I wanted to print! I went to 3 different printing kiosks and gave me the same result: BLANK PAGE. What the hellll I wasted almost 1 hour trying to print. AND what pissed me off was this guy, who was OBVIOUSLY aware of the long waiting queues, having the cheeks to ask his friends (who also took damn long to print also) to print for him as well. I was so angry seah!! So I lashed out at him, “Excuse me, can you don’t be so inconsiderate? Can’t you see we are all QUEUING up?” He was stunned and dumbfounded for awhile but quickly gave a rejoinder.

“But it’s only one page..”

“I’m sorry, no, please go and queue up,” I argued while looking right into his eyes.

“One page only mah. Okay fine, fine..” And he reluctantly joined a queue next to mine.

Geez, I seriously can’t stand people who get their friends to buy things on their behalf and PROLONG the waiting time. This also includes people who help withdraw others’ money from ATM machines. I mean like, you have legs so why can’t you friggin’ wait with the rest? STAND WILL DIE IS IT!

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